Saturday, August 25, 2018

to my older brother

i knew you wanted me to be at that fireside yesterday, because i felt you there.
youve heard this from me too many times but i dont think ill ever stop saying im sorry
i dont know how to forgive myself for a mistake thats hasnt been fixed for years
but somehow you do
that is miraculous to me

the speaker said "the atonement works in relationships"
and ive never felt more connected to you than right then
becuase you performed this gift, those actions have helped our relationship stay strong
ive been the idiot who keeps breaking up with you and then i come crying back a week later, saying im sorry and that ill never do it again

how do you have that kind of trust?
im amazed at the trust you have for people, and for me

you have the patience i dont have


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